Part 5

Lines 841–1050

  1. 841 'Yet am I guilty of thy honour's wrack;—
  2. 842 Yet for thy honour did I entertain him;
  3. 843 Coming from thee, I could not put him back,
  4. 844 For it had been dishonour to disdain him:
  5. 845 Besides, of weariness he did complain him,
  6. 846 And talk'd of virtue:—O unlook'd-for evil,
  7. 847 When virtue is profan'd in such a devil!
  8. 848 'Why should the worm intrude the maiden bud?
  9. 849 Or hateful cuckoos hatch in sparrows' nests?
  10. 850 Or toads infect fair founts with venom mud?
  11. 851 Or tyrant folly lurk in gentle breasts?
  12. 852 Or kings be breakers of their own behests?
  13. 853 But no perfection is so absolute,
  14. 854 That some impurity doth not pollute.
  15. 855 'The aged man that coffers up his gold
  16. 856 Is plagued with cramps, and gouts, and painful fits;
  17. 857 And scarce hath eyes his treasure to behold,
  18. 858 But like still-pining Tantalus he sits,
  19. 859 And useless barns the harvest of his wits;
  20. 860 Having no other pleasure of his gain
  21. 861 But torment that it cannot cure his pain.
  22. 862 'So then he hath it when he cannot use it,
  23. 863 And leaves it to be master'd by his young;
  24. 864 Who in their pride do presently abuse it:
  25. 865 Their father was too weak, and they too strong,
  26. 866 To hold their cursed-blessed fortune long.
  27. 867 The sweets we wish for turn to loathed sours,
  28. 868 Even in the moment that we call them ours.
  29. 869 'Unruly blasts wait on the tender spring;
  30. 870 Unwholesome weeds take root with precious flowers;
  31. 871 The adder hisses where the sweet birds sing;
  32. 872 What virtue breeds iniquity devours:
  33. 873 We have no good that we can say is ours,
  34. 874 But ill-annexed Opportunity
  35. 875 Or kills his life or else his quality.
  36. 876 'O Opportunity, thy guilt is great:
  37. 877 'Tis thou that executest the traitor's treason;
  38. 878 Thou set'st the wolf where he the lamb may get;
  39. 879 Whoever plots the sin, thou 'point'st the season;
  40. 880 'Tis thou that spurn'st at right, at law, at reason;
  41. 881 And in thy shady cell, where none may spy him,
  42. 882 Sits Sin, to seize the souls that wander by him.
  43. 883 'Thou mak'st the vestal violate her oath;
  44. 884 Thou blow'st the fire when temperance is thaw'd;
  45. 885 Thou smother'st honesty, thou murther'st troth;
  46. 886 Thou foul abettor! thou notorious bawd!
  47. 887 Thou plantest scandal and displacest laud:
  48. 888 Thou ravisher, thou traitor, thou false thief,
  49. 889 Thy honey turns to gall, thy joy to grief!
  50. 890 'Thy secret pleasure turns to open shame,
  51. 891 Thy private feasting to a public fast;
  52. 892 Thy smoothing titles to a ragged name,
  53. 893 Thy sugar'd tongue to bitter wormwood taste:
  54. 894 Thy violent vanities can never last.
  55. 895 How comes it then, vile Opportunity,
  56. 896 Being so bad, such numbers seek for thee?
  57. 897 'When wilt thou be the humble suppliant's friend,
  58. 898 And bring him where his suit may be obtain'd?
  59. 899 When wilt thou sort an hour great strifes to end?
  60. 900 Or free that soul which wretchedness hath chain'd?
  61. 901 Give physic to the sick, ease to the pain'd?
  62. 902 The poor, lame, blind, halt, creep, cry out for thee;
  63. 903 But they ne'er meet with Opportunity.
  64. 904 'The patient dies while the physician sleeps;
  65. 905 The orphan pines while the oppressor feeds;
  66. 906 Justice is feasting while the widow weeps;
  67. 907 Advice is sporting while infection breeds;
  68. 908 Thou grant'st no time for charitable deeds:
  69. 909 Wrath, envy, treason, rape, and murder's rages,
  70. 910 Thy heinous hours wait on them as their pages.
  71. 911 'When truth and virtue have to do with thee,
  72. 912 A thousand crosses keep them from thy aid;
  73. 913 They buy thy help; but Sin ne'er gives a fee,
  74. 914 He gratis comes; and thou art well appay'd
  75. 915 As well to hear as grant what he hath said.
  76. 916 My Collatine would else have come to me
  77. 917 When Tarquin did, but he was stay'd by thee.
  78. 918 'Guilty thou art of murder and of theft;
  79. 919 Guilty of perjury and subornation;
  80. 920 Guilty of treason, forgery, and shift;
  81. 921 Guilty of incest, that abomination:
  82. 922 An accessory by thine inclination
  83. 923 To all sins past, and all that are to come,
  84. 924 From the creation to the general doom.
  85. 925 'Mis-shapen Time, copesmate of ugly night,
  86. 926 Swift subtle post, carrier of grisly care,
  87. 927 Eater of youth, false slave to false delight,
  88. 928 Base watch of woes, sin's pack-horse, virtue's snare;
  89. 929 Thou nursest all and murtherest all that are:
  90. 930 O hear me then, injurious, shifting Time!
  91. 931 Be guilty of my death, since of my crime.
  92. 932 'Why hath thy servant, Opportunity,
  93. 933 Betray'd the hours thou gav'st me to repose?
  94. 934 Cancell'd my fortunes, and enchained me
  95. 935 To endless date of never-ending woes?
  96. 936 Time's office is to fine the hate of foes;
  97. 937 To eat up errors by opinion bred,
  98. 938 Not spend the dowry of a lawful bed.
  99. 939 'Time's glory is to calm contending kings,
  100. 940 To unmask falsehood, and bring truth to light,
  101. 941 To stamp the seal of time in aged things,
  102. 942 To wake the morn, and sentinel the night,
  103. 943 To wrong the wronger till he render right;
  104. 944 To ruinate proud buildings with thy hours,
  105. 945 And smear with dust their glittering golden towers:
  106. 946 'To fill with worm-holes stately monuments,
  107. 947 To feed oblivion with decay of things,
  108. 948 To blot old books and alter their contents,
  109. 949 To pluck the quills from ancient ravens' wings,
  110. 950 To dry the old oak's sap and cherish springs;
  111. 951 To spoil antiquities of hammer'd steel,
  112. 952 And turn the giddy round of Fortune's wheel;
  113. 953 'To show the beldame daughters of her daughter,
  114. 954 To make the child a man, the man a child,
  115. 955 To slay the tiger that doth live by slaughter,
  116. 956 To tame the unicorn and lion wild,
  117. 957 To mock the subtle, in themselves beguil'd;
  118. 958 To cheer the ploughman with increaseful crops,
  119. 959 And waste huge stones with little water-drops.
  120. 960 'Why work'st thou mischief in thy pilgrimage,
  121. 961 Unless thou couldst return to make amends?
  122. 962 One poor retiring minute in an age
  123. 963 Would purchase thee a thousand thousand friends,
  124. 964 Lending him wit that to bad debtors lends:
  125. 965 O, this dread night, wouldst thou one hour come back,
  126. 966 I could prevent this storm, and shun thy wrack!
  127. 967 'Thou cease!ess lackey to eternity,
  128. 968 With some mischance cross Tarquin in his flight:
  129. 969 Devise extremes beyond extremity,
  130. 970 To make him curse this cursed crimeful night:
  131. 971 Let ghastly shadows his lewd eyes affright;
  132. 972 And the dire thought of his committed evil
  133. 973 Shape every bush a hideous shapeless devil.
  134. 974 'Disturb his hours of rest with restless trances,
  135. 975 Afflict him in his bed with bedrid groans;
  136. 976 Let there bechance him pitiful mischances,
  137. 977 To make him moan; but pity not his moans:
  138. 978 Stone him with harden'd hearts, harder than stones;
  139. 979 And let mild women to him lose their mildness,
  140. 980 Wilder to him than tigers in their wildness.
  141. 981 'Let him have time to tear his curled hair,
  142. 982 Let him have time against himself to rave,
  143. 983 Let him have time of Time's help to despair,
  144. 984 Let him have time to live a loathed slave,
  145. 985 Let him have time a beggar's orts to crave;
  146. 986 And time to see one that by alms doth live
  147. 987 Disdain to him disdained scraps to give.
  148. 988 'Let him have time to see his friends his foes,
  149. 989 And merry fools to mock at him resort;
  150. 990 Let him have time to mark how slow time goes
  151. 991 In time of sorrow, and how swift and short
  152. 992 His time of folly and his time of sport:
  153. 993 And ever let his unrecalling crime
  154. 994 Have time to wail the abusing of his time.
  155. 995 'O Time, thou tutor both to good and bad,
  156. 996 Teach me to curse him that thou taught'st this ill!
  157. 997 At his own shadow let the thief run mad!
  158. 998 Himself himself seek every hour to kill!
  159. 999 Such wretched hands such wretched blood should spill:
  160. 1000 For who so base would such an office have
  161. 1001 As slanderous deathsman to so base a slave?
  162. 1002 The baser is he, coming from a king,
  163. 1003 To shame his hope with deeds degenerate.
  164. 1004 The mightier man, the mightier is the thing
  165. 1005 That makes him honour'd, or begets him hate;
  166. 1006 For greatest scandal waits on greatest state.
  167. 1007 The moon being clouded presently is miss'd,
  168. 1008 But little stars may hide them when they list.
  169. 1009 'The crow may bathe his coal-black wings in mire,
  170. 1010 And unperceived fly with the filth away;
  171. 1011 But if the like the snow-white swan desire,
  172. 1012 The stain upon his silver down will stay.
  173. 1013 Poor grooms are sightless night, kings glorious day:
  174. 1014 Gnats are unnoted wheresoe'er they fly,
  175. 1015 But eagles gazed upon with every eye.
  176. 1016 'Out, idle words, servants to shallow fools!
  177. 1017 Unprofitable sounds, weak arbitrators!
  178. 1018 Busy yourselves in skill-contending schools;
  179. 1019 Debate where leisure serves with dull debaters;
  180. 1020 To trembling clients be you mediators:
  181. 1021 For me, I force not argument a straw,
  182. 1022 Since that my case is past the help of law.
  183. 1023 'In vain I rail at Opportunity,
  184. 1024 At Time, at Tarquin, and uncheerful night;
  185. 1025 In vain I cavil with mine infamy,
  186. 1026 In vain I spurn at my confirm'd despite:
  187. 1027 This helpless smoke of words doth me no right.
  188. 1028 The remedy indeed to do me good
  189. 1029 Is to let forth my foul-defil'd blood.
  190. 1030 'Poor hand, why quiver'st thou at this decree?
  191. 1031 Honour thyself to rid me of this shame;
  192. 1032 For if I die, my honour lives in thee;
  193. 1033 But if I live, thou livest in my defame:
  194. 1034 Since thou couldst not defend thy loyal dame,
  195. 1035 And wast afear'd to scratch her wicked foe,
  196. 1036 Kill both thyself and her for yielding so.'
  197. 1037 This said, from her be-tumbled couch she starteth,
  198. 1038 To find some desperate instrument of death:
  199. 1039 But this no slaughter-house no tool imparteth,
  200. 1040 To make more vent for passage of her breath;
  201. 1041 Which, thronging through her lips, so vanisheth
  202. 1042 As smoke from Aetna, that in air consumes,
  203. 1043 Or that which from discharged cannon fumes.
  204. 1044 'In vain,' quoth she, 'I live, and seek in vain
  205. 1045 Some happy mean to end a hapless life.
  206. 1046 I fear'd by Tarquin's falchion to be slain,
  207. 1047 Yet for the self-same purpose seek a knife:
  208. 1048 But when I fear'd I was a loyal wife:
  209. 1049 So am I now:—O no, that cannot be;
  210. 1050 Of that true type hath Tarquin rifled me.