Part 5
Lines 841–1050
- 841 'Yet am I guilty of thy honour's wrack;—
- 842 Yet for thy honour did I entertain him;
- 843 Coming from thee, I could not put him back,
- 844 For it had been dishonour to disdain him:
- 845 Besides, of weariness he did complain him,
- 846 And talk'd of virtue:—O unlook'd-for evil,
- 847 When virtue is profan'd in such a devil!
- 848 'Why should the worm intrude the maiden bud?
- 849 Or hateful cuckoos hatch in sparrows' nests?
- 850 Or toads infect fair founts with venom mud?
- 851 Or tyrant folly lurk in gentle breasts?
- 852 Or kings be breakers of their own behests?
- 853 But no perfection is so absolute,
- 854 That some impurity doth not pollute.
- 855 'The aged man that coffers up his gold
- 856 Is plagued with cramps, and gouts, and painful fits;
- 857 And scarce hath eyes his treasure to behold,
- 858 But like still-pining Tantalus he sits,
- 859 And useless barns the harvest of his wits;
- 860 Having no other pleasure of his gain
- 861 But torment that it cannot cure his pain.
- 862 'So then he hath it when he cannot use it,
- 863 And leaves it to be master'd by his young;
- 864 Who in their pride do presently abuse it:
- 865 Their father was too weak, and they too strong,
- 866 To hold their cursed-blessed fortune long.
- 867 The sweets we wish for turn to loathed sours,
- 868 Even in the moment that we call them ours.
- 869 'Unruly blasts wait on the tender spring;
- 870 Unwholesome weeds take root with precious flowers;
- 871 The adder hisses where the sweet birds sing;
- 872 What virtue breeds iniquity devours:
- 873 We have no good that we can say is ours,
- 874 But ill-annexed Opportunity
- 875 Or kills his life or else his quality.
- 876 'O Opportunity, thy guilt is great:
- 877 'Tis thou that executest the traitor's treason;
- 878 Thou set'st the wolf where he the lamb may get;
- 879 Whoever plots the sin, thou 'point'st the season;
- 880 'Tis thou that spurn'st at right, at law, at reason;
- 881 And in thy shady cell, where none may spy him,
- 882 Sits Sin, to seize the souls that wander by him.
- 883 'Thou mak'st the vestal violate her oath;
- 884 Thou blow'st the fire when temperance is thaw'd;
- 885 Thou smother'st honesty, thou murther'st troth;
- 886 Thou foul abettor! thou notorious bawd!
- 887 Thou plantest scandal and displacest laud:
- 888 Thou ravisher, thou traitor, thou false thief,
- 889 Thy honey turns to gall, thy joy to grief!
- 890 'Thy secret pleasure turns to open shame,
- 891 Thy private feasting to a public fast;
- 892 Thy smoothing titles to a ragged name,
- 893 Thy sugar'd tongue to bitter wormwood taste:
- 894 Thy violent vanities can never last.
- 895 How comes it then, vile Opportunity,
- 896 Being so bad, such numbers seek for thee?
- 897 'When wilt thou be the humble suppliant's friend,
- 898 And bring him where his suit may be obtain'd?
- 899 When wilt thou sort an hour great strifes to end?
- 900 Or free that soul which wretchedness hath chain'd?
- 901 Give physic to the sick, ease to the pain'd?
- 902 The poor, lame, blind, halt, creep, cry out for thee;
- 903 But they ne'er meet with Opportunity.
- 904 'The patient dies while the physician sleeps;
- 905 The orphan pines while the oppressor feeds;
- 906 Justice is feasting while the widow weeps;
- 907 Advice is sporting while infection breeds;
- 908 Thou grant'st no time for charitable deeds:
- 909 Wrath, envy, treason, rape, and murder's rages,
- 910 Thy heinous hours wait on them as their pages.
- 911 'When truth and virtue have to do with thee,
- 912 A thousand crosses keep them from thy aid;
- 913 They buy thy help; but Sin ne'er gives a fee,
- 914 He gratis comes; and thou art well appay'd
- 915 As well to hear as grant what he hath said.
- 916 My Collatine would else have come to me
- 917 When Tarquin did, but he was stay'd by thee.
- 918 'Guilty thou art of murder and of theft;
- 919 Guilty of perjury and subornation;
- 920 Guilty of treason, forgery, and shift;
- 921 Guilty of incest, that abomination:
- 922 An accessory by thine inclination
- 923 To all sins past, and all that are to come,
- 924 From the creation to the general doom.
- 925 'Mis-shapen Time, copesmate of ugly night,
- 926 Swift subtle post, carrier of grisly care,
- 927 Eater of youth, false slave to false delight,
- 928 Base watch of woes, sin's pack-horse, virtue's snare;
- 929 Thou nursest all and murtherest all that are:
- 930 O hear me then, injurious, shifting Time!
- 931 Be guilty of my death, since of my crime.
- 932 'Why hath thy servant, Opportunity,
- 933 Betray'd the hours thou gav'st me to repose?
- 934 Cancell'd my fortunes, and enchained me
- 935 To endless date of never-ending woes?
- 936 Time's office is to fine the hate of foes;
- 937 To eat up errors by opinion bred,
- 938 Not spend the dowry of a lawful bed.
- 939 'Time's glory is to calm contending kings,
- 940 To unmask falsehood, and bring truth to light,
- 941 To stamp the seal of time in aged things,
- 942 To wake the morn, and sentinel the night,
- 943 To wrong the wronger till he render right;
- 944 To ruinate proud buildings with thy hours,
- 945 And smear with dust their glittering golden towers:
- 946 'To fill with worm-holes stately monuments,
- 947 To feed oblivion with decay of things,
- 948 To blot old books and alter their contents,
- 949 To pluck the quills from ancient ravens' wings,
- 950 To dry the old oak's sap and cherish springs;
- 951 To spoil antiquities of hammer'd steel,
- 952 And turn the giddy round of Fortune's wheel;
- 953 'To show the beldame daughters of her daughter,
- 954 To make the child a man, the man a child,
- 955 To slay the tiger that doth live by slaughter,
- 956 To tame the unicorn and lion wild,
- 957 To mock the subtle, in themselves beguil'd;
- 958 To cheer the ploughman with increaseful crops,
- 959 And waste huge stones with little water-drops.
- 960 'Why work'st thou mischief in thy pilgrimage,
- 961 Unless thou couldst return to make amends?
- 962 One poor retiring minute in an age
- 963 Would purchase thee a thousand thousand friends,
- 964 Lending him wit that to bad debtors lends:
- 965 O, this dread night, wouldst thou one hour come back,
- 966 I could prevent this storm, and shun thy wrack!
- 967 'Thou cease!ess lackey to eternity,
- 968 With some mischance cross Tarquin in his flight:
- 969 Devise extremes beyond extremity,
- 970 To make him curse this cursed crimeful night:
- 971 Let ghastly shadows his lewd eyes affright;
- 972 And the dire thought of his committed evil
- 973 Shape every bush a hideous shapeless devil.
- 974 'Disturb his hours of rest with restless trances,
- 975 Afflict him in his bed with bedrid groans;
- 976 Let there bechance him pitiful mischances,
- 977 To make him moan; but pity not his moans:
- 978 Stone him with harden'd hearts, harder than stones;
- 979 And let mild women to him lose their mildness,
- 980 Wilder to him than tigers in their wildness.
- 981 'Let him have time to tear his curled hair,
- 982 Let him have time against himself to rave,
- 983 Let him have time of Time's help to despair,
- 984 Let him have time to live a loathed slave,
- 985 Let him have time a beggar's orts to crave;
- 986 And time to see one that by alms doth live
- 987 Disdain to him disdained scraps to give.
- 988 'Let him have time to see his friends his foes,
- 989 And merry fools to mock at him resort;
- 990 Let him have time to mark how slow time goes
- 991 In time of sorrow, and how swift and short
- 992 His time of folly and his time of sport:
- 993 And ever let his unrecalling crime
- 994 Have time to wail the abusing of his time.
- 995 'O Time, thou tutor both to good and bad,
- 996 Teach me to curse him that thou taught'st this ill!
- 997 At his own shadow let the thief run mad!
- 998 Himself himself seek every hour to kill!
- 999 Such wretched hands such wretched blood should spill:
- 1000 For who so base would such an office have
- 1001 As slanderous deathsman to so base a slave?
- 1002 The baser is he, coming from a king,
- 1003 To shame his hope with deeds degenerate.
- 1004 The mightier man, the mightier is the thing
- 1005 That makes him honour'd, or begets him hate;
- 1006 For greatest scandal waits on greatest state.
- 1007 The moon being clouded presently is miss'd,
- 1008 But little stars may hide them when they list.
- 1009 'The crow may bathe his coal-black wings in mire,
- 1010 And unperceived fly with the filth away;
- 1011 But if the like the snow-white swan desire,
- 1012 The stain upon his silver down will stay.
- 1013 Poor grooms are sightless night, kings glorious day:
- 1014 Gnats are unnoted wheresoe'er they fly,
- 1015 But eagles gazed upon with every eye.
- 1016 'Out, idle words, servants to shallow fools!
- 1017 Unprofitable sounds, weak arbitrators!
- 1018 Busy yourselves in skill-contending schools;
- 1019 Debate where leisure serves with dull debaters;
- 1020 To trembling clients be you mediators:
- 1021 For me, I force not argument a straw,
- 1022 Since that my case is past the help of law.
- 1023 'In vain I rail at Opportunity,
- 1024 At Time, at Tarquin, and uncheerful night;
- 1025 In vain I cavil with mine infamy,
- 1026 In vain I spurn at my confirm'd despite:
- 1027 This helpless smoke of words doth me no right.
- 1028 The remedy indeed to do me good
- 1029 Is to let forth my foul-defil'd blood.
- 1030 'Poor hand, why quiver'st thou at this decree?
- 1031 Honour thyself to rid me of this shame;
- 1032 For if I die, my honour lives in thee;
- 1033 But if I live, thou livest in my defame:
- 1034 Since thou couldst not defend thy loyal dame,
- 1035 And wast afear'd to scratch her wicked foe,
- 1036 Kill both thyself and her for yielding so.'
- 1037 This said, from her be-tumbled couch she starteth,
- 1038 To find some desperate instrument of death:
- 1039 But this no slaughter-house no tool imparteth,
- 1040 To make more vent for passage of her breath;
- 1041 Which, thronging through her lips, so vanisheth
- 1042 As smoke from Aetna, that in air consumes,
- 1043 Or that which from discharged cannon fumes.
- 1044 'In vain,' quoth she, 'I live, and seek in vain
- 1045 Some happy mean to end a hapless life.
- 1046 I fear'd by Tarquin's falchion to be slain,
- 1047 Yet for the self-same purpose seek a knife:
- 1048 But when I fear'd I was a loyal wife:
- 1049 So am I now:—O no, that cannot be;
- 1050 Of that true type hath Tarquin rifled me.