Part 2
Lines 113–224
- 113 'But quickly on this side the verdict went;
- 114 His real habitude gave life and grace
- 115 To appertainings and to ornament,
- 116 Accomplish'd in himself, not in his case,:
- 117 All aids, themselves made fairer by their place,
- 118 Came for additions; yet their purpos'd trim
- 119 Pierc'd not his grace, but were all grac'd by him.
- 120 'So on the tip of his subduing tongue
- 121 All kind of arguments and question deep,
- 122 All replication prompt, and reason strong,
- 123 For his advantage still did wake and sleep:
- 124 To make the weeper laugh, the laugher weep,
- 125 He had the dialect and different skill,
- 126 Catching all passions in his craft of will;
- 127 'That he did in the general bosom reign
- 128 Of young, of old; and sexes both enchanted,
- 129 To dwell with him in thoughts, or to remain
- 130 In personal duty, following where he haunted:
- 131 Consents bewitch'd, ere he desire, have granted;
- 132 And dialogued for him what he would say,
- 133 Ask'd their own wills, and made their wills obey.
- 134 'Many there were that did his picture get,
- 135 To serve their eyes, and in it put their mind;
- 136 Like fools that in the imagination set
- 137 The goodly objects which abroad they find
- 138 Of lands and mansions, theirs in thought assign'd;
- 139 And labouring in mo pleasures to bestow them,
- 140 Than the true gouty landlord which doth owe them:
- 141 'So many have, that never touch'd his hand,
- 142 Sweetly suppos'd them mistress of his heart.
- 143 My woeful self, that did in freedom stand,
- 144 And was my own fee-simple, (not in part,)
- 145 What with his heart in youth, and youth in art,
- 146 Threw my affections in his charmed power,
- 147 Reserv'd the stalk, and gave him all my flower.
- 148 'Yet did I not, as some my equals did,
- 149 Demand of him, nor being desired yielded;
- 150 Finding myself in honour so forbid,
- 151 With safest distance I mine honour shielded:
- 152 Experience for me many bulwarks builded
- 153 Of proofs new-bleeding, which remain'd the foil
- 154 Of this false jewel, and his amorous spoil.
- 155 'But ah! who ever shunn'd by precedent
- 156 The destin'd ill she must herself assay?
- 157 Or force'd examples, 'gainst her own content,
- 158 To put the by-pass'd perils in her way?
- 159 Counsel may stop awhile what will not stay;
- 160 For when we rage, advice is often seen
- 161 By blunting us to make our wills more keen.
- 162 'Nor gives it satisfaction to our blood,
- 163 That we must curb it upon others' proof,
- 164 To be forbod the sweets that seems so good,
- 165 For fear of harms that preach in our behoof.
- 166 O appetite, from judgement stand aloof!
- 167 The one a palate hath that needs will taste,
- 168 Though reason weep, and cry It is thy last.
- 169 'For further I could say, This man's untrue,
- 170 And knew the patterns of his foul beguiling;
- 171 Heard where his plants in others' orchards grew,
- 172 Saw how deceits were gilded in his smiling;
- 173 Knew vows were ever brokers to defiling;
- 174 Thought characters and words, merely but art,
- 175 And bastards of his foul adulterate heart.
- 176 'And long upon these terms I held my city,
- 177 Till thus he 'gan besiege me: Gentle maid,
- 178 Have of my suffering youth some feeling pity,
- 179 And be not of my holy vows afraid:
- 180 That's to you sworn, to none was ever said;
- 181 For feasts of love I have been call'd unto,
- 182 Till now did ne'er invite, nor never woo.
- 183 'All my offences that abroad you see
- 184 Are errors of the blood, none of the mind;
- 185 Love made them not; with acture they may be,
- 186 Where neither party is nor true nor kind:
- 187 They sought their shame that so their shame did find;
- 188 And so much less of shame in me remains,
- 189 By how much of me their reproach contains.
- 190 'Among the many that mine eyes have seen,
- 191 Not one whose flame my heart so much as warm'd,
- 192 Or my affection put to the smallest teen,
- 193 Or any of my leisures ever charm'd:
- 194 Harm have I done to them, but ne'er was harmed;
- 195 Kept hearts in liveries, but mine own was free,
- 196 And reign'd, commanding in his monarchy.
- 197 'Look here what tributes wounded fancies sent me,
- 198 Of paled pearls and rubies red as blood;
- 199 Figuring that they their passions likewise lent me
- 200 Of grief and blushes, aptly understood
- 201 In bloodless white and the encrimson'd mood;
- 202 Effects of terror and dear modesty,
- 203 Encamp'd in hearts, but fighting outwardly.
- 204 'And, lo! behold these talents of their hair,
- 205 With twisted metal amorously empleach'd,
- 206 I have receiv'd from many a several fair,
- 207 (Their kind acceptance weepingly beseech'd,)
- 208 With the annexions of fair gems enrich'd,
- 209 And deep-brain'd sonnets that did amplify
- 210 Each stone's dear nature, worth, and quality.
- 211 'The diamond, why 'twas beautiful and hard,
- 212 Whereto his invis'd properties did tend;
- 213 The deep-green emerald, in whose fresh regard
- 214 Weak sights their sickly radiance do amend;
- 215 The heaven-hued sapphire and the opal blend
- 216 With objects manifold; each several stone,
- 217 With wit well blazon'd, smil'd, or made some moan.
- 218 'Lo! all these trophies of affections hot,
- 219 Of pensiv'd and subdued desires the tender,
- 220 Nature hath charg'd me that I hoard them not,
- 221 But yield them up where I myself must render,
- 222 That is, to you, my origin and ender:
- 223 For these, of force, must your oblations be,
- 224 Since I their altar, you enpatron me.